I am so happy and sad at the same time. In two weeks time I will be finished with my Diploma at College and that is a good thing and I am happy it's happening but then also sad because I have grow to love it there and I dont want to leave I just want to just stay there and keep learning or even re-learn things I dont care.
The sadness could also be a little bit scared as well because I will need to actually put to work the knowledge and skills I have learnt and do the ultimate test in getting a job and keeping it. I am just nervous about it all like what if I dont get hired? or I get hired but I am not showing them what I am up to the standard they have and then fire me a week later.
On a more positive note.... I have been applying for jobs here and there as I need to for centrelink and I am just doing any job I find that I think I could do. On Sunday I applied for a casual cleaning job and there called me the next day to arranged to meet up!! It's only 3 hours on a Friday but any extra money I get while trying to find a better job is good.
Also I have been keeping myself busy trying to take my mind off the fact Joshua will be here in 16 days so it will seem like its going faster. I worked out our engagement invitations, I think they look pretty cute and sweet, now just need to print them out and send them off.
- Courtney
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